another 9 more days. i know i should be excited, happy blahblahblah . but i just cant . secret feuds between friends are just like crap . i hate it when it happens . all the backstabbing , catfights , my gosh . and , i hate being the center person . why cant everybody just get along with each other for now ? i just feel so down, i am not looking forward to whats ahead . i dont blame anybody, i guess its what it is. friendship is nothing without fights and backstabbing i guess .
come on guys, lets make this right again. i cant bear to see all of us apart, hating each others guts.
its saddening .
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