Tonight .

the right thing to do sometimes does suck . i'm sorry for breaking your heart. and i hope you're sorry for breaking mine.


i'm currently trying to find all my song sheets, which i havent touched in decaaaades .i hope my mom didnt throw it away or something . i cant wait to do a song cover with N ! and by that time , hopefully i'll find where i put the new guitar strings thingy .phoooey . :(

currently, waiting for my brother to come back from school so we can start deciding things for our mother's day celebrations and listening to 'Its Alright, Its Okay' while munching away on the cookies Ally baked for me . ^^

i cant believe that the long weekend is finally here . estatic laa oi !which means on sunday i can go out and stay out very late with mum and brother and other mothers celebrating mother's day . (:

today was such a bitch when recess ended . tk perlu eh . i cant believe you can still ask that question when you know what the answer is . it took like one week to realise all the pain you were causing. typical you . i cant believe you . this is just disappointing to hear . sigh . we're not scared of losing someone like you , because we've already lost you . dont come crying to us when things dont work out with them. you can keep your fiction tears and suck it . goodbye friend , hello stranger.



ps ; i love therry for recommending this song to me ! it this song was a guy , i would so marry it ! ROFL .

never in a million years did i think this would happen to me . it totaly caught me off guard . you've changed . you're not what you used to be any more . you said no more hurting , no more crying . but i guess promises are meant to be broken . when i try to talk abt it , it hurts me alot . talking about the whole thing reduces me to tears . 2 more days to the twelveth hunns . i was so looking forward to that day , but now it means nothing . no sorry from you ? what wrong did i do to you ? everytime i think of you , i realise no one does compare to you . i cant think of anyone replacing you . thats how much i cared . i never forgot you , all the memories . you really mean alot to me . laughter and friends are the distraction i have . i remember crying in class when no one was looking because i thought of you . i wish i could rewind back time . if you were in my position , you would understand how i feel . bestfs would tell me to move on . but how to when the only person you see is that person ? i lost trust in all this .

so goodbye .

goodbye , my first and last .

take care , i promise i wont miss you .

but then again , promises are meant to broken right ?

i know i'll never find another person as good as you .

the reasons are gone , for why i was holding on to you .

Youre the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart,
youre the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase
The times that you hurt me And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know Ill be there at the end of the day