i guess crossing your fingers , eyes and toes all the same time really do work when you really really want something. because tasha can finally go for the chalet tmr ! awesomeness . i tell you , i almost peed in my pants while waiting for her reply . not funny . -______- sooooo , as you can tell , i'm really excited that we're going to the chalet tmr . hope that it doesnt rain so we can go escape AND swim later on . :D i want to go to the haunted house first . :P

anyway , went to watch movie with mum and brother just now . we actually wanted to watch race to witch mountain at 1pm , but it was all sold out ? yes . sold out . mum said that it was most probably due to the small people that took up 30++ seats. (?!) unfair . -_-

so , brother bought the tickets for dragonball something something . it was an okay movie ? i was messaging people during the movie as i didnt really find the movie all that nice . my brother on the other hand ... was so absorbed with the movie that he didnt realise i was asking him to pass the popcorn . :(

after the movie , went to library to find books for brother's homework . took so long . -___- i saw alot of my friends in the library . the best part , i saw sahrin ! LOL . dah tinggi seh orang tu !(inside joke) haha . ;D

after all that , went home . (: the highlight of my day . in the bus i think i smacked some kid on the head with my plastic bag and hit an old lady in the stomach with an umbrella . yeap , amazing huh ? who know you could whack a kid and hit an old lady both in one day ? nice one marianne . (Y) :D

If anyone asks,

I'll tell them we both just moved on

When people all stare

I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk

Whenever I see you,

I'll swallow my pride

and bite my tongue

Pretend I'm okay with it all

Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?

Can I open my eyes?

Is this as hard as it gets?

Is this what it feels like to really cry?

Cry

If anyone asks,

I'll tell them we just grew apart

Yeah what do I care

If they believe me or not

Whenever I feel

Your memory is breaking my heart

I'll pretend I'm okay with it all

Act like there's nothing wrong

cry - kelly clarkson

how true ? sigh . nothing's wrong . lets all pretend everything's alright . because that's what most people want right ? they dont really want to know what's wrong with you . even if they're your best friend or whatever . that's it . im done . everything's too emotional.


because when I take a look around, everybody seems so strong. I know they'll soon discover that I don't belong. so I tuck it all away, like everything's okay. if I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too. so with a painted grin, I play the part again. so everyone will see me the way that I see them.Are we happy plastic people? under shiny plastic steeples, with walls around our weakness. and smiles to hide our pain.

-casting crowns