never in a million years did i think this would happen to me . it totaly caught me off guard . you've changed . you're not what you used to be any more . you said no more hurting , no more crying . but i guess promises are meant to be broken . when i try to talk abt it , it hurts me alot . talking about the whole thing reduces me to tears . 2 more days to the twelveth hunns . i was so looking forward to that day , but now it means nothing . no sorry from you ? what wrong did i do to you ? everytime i think of you , i realise no one does compare to you . i cant think of anyone replacing you . thats how much i cared . i never forgot you , all the memories . you really mean alot to me . laughter and friends are the distraction i have . i remember crying in class when no one was looking because i thought of you . i wish i could rewind back time . if you were in my position , you would understand how i feel . bestfs would tell me to move on . but how to when the only person you see is that person ? i lost trust in all this .

so goodbye .

goodbye , my first and last .

take care , i promise i wont miss you .

but then again , promises are meant to broken right ?

i know i'll never find another person as good as you .

the reasons are gone , for why i was holding on to you .

Youre the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart,
youre the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase
The times that you hurt me And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know Ill be there at the end of the day